Her condition has become more ingrained. She has been in the

Her condition has become more ingrained. She has been in the ass bar ring for 48 hrs. I took her arms out of play by shackling them to the back of the ass ring. Her ankles are shackled together, thus, her legs can afford her little balance. She is pushed into a crunch position and her only mobility is waddling on her ass. I am delighted that the monitoring system is fully implemented now I can watch her from anywhere. This is insufferable! My ass and back are constantly aching. How long have I been like this! I fear if I try to recline I will fall over and not be able to sit up again. I have shown no complaint or resistance to his machinations I dare not. I think this strategy is working as he has not threatened me. He lavishly enjoys the perversity of this bondage and the way he manipulates me. It dominates my mind. I am utterly dependent on him. My isolation has turned my mind to only him I look forward to his return, though this thought is abhorrent! I am famished and thirsty clearly, this is intentional, if I had to subscribe some purpose to this madness I suspect he wishes to control me in a more sophisticated manner something beyond strength, coercion and sex. He obviou